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Day 14 -I Don’t want to be Part of this System!

Day 14 -I Don’t want to be Part of this System!

In my life I have experienced a resistance to being part of the world as it is today, the economic system. I did not want to be part of businesses or any of that… I also never had an idea about what I would do when I would grow up. But I realized that this will in no way stop the abuse our system creates, which makes people stand negative towards it. It will not stop the millions who are deprived and don’t have a choice than to slave to survive. I have been in a lucky position to have a family that supports me, many people do not. So if I would “rebel” against this system, I would in no way be useful to change it. I would do it because I have the luxury to do so and because of how I feel towards it, neglecting all people and beings in this world who have no choice. It also won’t stop children from being programmed over and over again to become abusers.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to desire the system to change first
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to desire the system to change and that I would not have to enter it
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think I am separate from the system
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize the system is already in all aspects of our lives, we live in it, buy in it, sell in it etc…
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to expect the world to change before I would have a job
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to dislike having to work in this system
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think as a child that I already have to know what I want to do when I grew up
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel rejection towards our current system
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to let myself be pushed by my reactions
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe I cant make a change
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe I am not good enough
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to desire the world to change because I feel not good enough to really do anything
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to desire the world to change because I think I will be judged bad
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear being judged
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe I will not do good at any job I do
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe I will be judged at my job
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe everyone will fire me anyway
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe iw ont live up to anyones expectations
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want to live up to others expectations
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to underestimate myself
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to place myself in an inferior role
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to compare myself to others
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to imagine my own failure
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe in my own failure
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not unconditionally let go of my thoughts of failure
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not allow myself to do my best without thinking about failure

I forgive myself that I havent accepted and allowed myself to realize that I am part of the system, and am already supported within it through my parents, and that if I want to change things, that I will have to create this change without trying to run away from it or avoid taking responsibility.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want to hide from the system because of the negative emotions that I experienced within myself, such as rejection and fear.

 

Self correction:

when and as I see myself wanting to change the system before I have to go “into the system –  I stop and breathe and I see what is necessary to be done to change this system and I will direct myself towards that. I express myself, write, vlog, talk and reach people about the equal money system, and stand in the system to change it

when and as I see myself desiring for the system to change first, before I have to participate in it I stop and breathe and I do what is nessasry to be done to bring about a new world that is best for all life

When and as I see myself having thoughts about how I could and will fail, I stop them, and simply direct myself to my best ability, and when and as others don’t like it or find it good enough it is their problem. I can only do what I can, and when I make a mistake or can improve something, then I will work on doing so.
And when and as I see such thoughts coming up, or thoughts about comparison, I stop it and breath and not follow it.

 
 

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Day 10 – Fear and Judgment about “Adulthood”

Day 10 – Fear and Judgment about “Adulthood”

This is something that I have written to stop my reactions towards being an “adult”, leaving school in the future, being part of “the system” etc… Because I have felt rejective towards this because of what I saw people become as soon as they are getting older. I was holding on to a lot of stereotypes, and judgments, and idealization of childhood. As I work with this pattern, I learn to stop this and direct myself. The corrections you will be able to read further down.

When I think about having a job or career I feel a form of dislike, I dont like the adult World , I don’t like the system  , I don’t like what we have created on this planet . I would rather nothave to enter that world ever. I resisted it in my life, this is where partly my dislike of growing up comes from. Hating to be an adult or be seen as an adult, not wanting to play their twisted stupid little games. It makes me a little bit angry as well. Its like your life is over, over so early. You begin to live as a child and then your trained to be the perfect system slave. Also I often saw myself as not competent enough to succeed in anything because of various reasons like; my memory isn’t good enough, I’m to afraid, too shy, I won’t be able to say anything smart etc… I often fell into a thought pattern of wanting to do an easy low job to feel comfortable as well. I never had an idea about what I would do as a job, as if that time would never come. I never had a dream or goal for it, like my life just didn’t reach to that point, as if I would be dead before it would all begin. Hoping that something would happen so the system by then would have changed already and heaven would be on earth, that’s what I often thought.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to blame the system for being the way it is
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to  think all adults are obsessed with sex
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to assume all adults are obsessed with money
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to  generalize what “adults” are
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to place a stereotype on “adults”
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge adults as dull based on a couple of them
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to generalize that all adults are dull
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge adults for not playing anymore
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be afraid of adults judgments when they see I am still playful
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel out of place because I sometimes act “childish”
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel out of place based on what I think others are thinking about me – where I already expect the negative judgment within me, feeling out of place because of m own judgments.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge myself for not being the standard “adult”
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think a standard “adult” exists
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to generalize all adults as existing in only 1 way
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to generalize that adults do not play
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to desire adults to play
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge myself based on how I think other adults will see me and my behavior
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think about others peoples judgments about me, because of my insecurity where I base my self confidence on the opinions and reactions of others, using it as a standard for myself.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think as an adult I must show confidence
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think as an adult I must show certainty
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge myself as not confident because of what I feel inside, when in fact I often do have confidence, to speak up, to stop my reactions, to do what is best, to push through my fears – but I continue in a pattern of self judgment, holding myself hostage to my failures, magnifying those failures as if they determin me completely.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to accept myself as less than who I can be
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to care about how I project myself to others
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to resist becoming an adult based on the stereotype I hold about it
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to follow a stereotype within my head. Not consciously, but following it feeling-wise and fueling it with thoughts, even though I know that my stereotype is not accurate. And sometimes it is accurate, if it is a pattern existing in many adults. But I do not require to judge it.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judg a common pattern in adults, and base my feelings upon that judgment.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to allow my feelings to decide my direction
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge adults
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge adults or the “adult world” as something bad/negative
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge the adult world based on the system we created; expecting that it will always be like that
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not want to enter the adult world based on my judgements
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to let the system determin how I feel
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to let the idea I have about the system determinwhat I will do or wont do
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to let the idea I have about the system control me
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to let my emotions decide who I am or shouldn’t be.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to compare adults to children
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to expect I will make a bad impression on people I haven’t met before
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to depend on anothers opinion about me
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to worry about what others will think about me
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to desire to leave a good impression
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to desire to be liked
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be nervous about being disliked
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to being afraid of my own thoughts about others having bad thoughts about me
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge adults as having lost their freedom
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want to please others
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be afraid of new places
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be afraid of things I don’t know
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want a safe environment
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel safe in a place that I am used to
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to allow these feelings to control me
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to allow these thoughts to get me into a negative and fearfull mood
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to give the system power over me
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to give the system power by thinking about it and becoming overwhelmed
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to let myself get overwhelmed with thoughts
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to expect the system to crush me
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to have an idea about “being crushed” as being rejected or humiliated
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be afraid of others rejection
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel crushed when others reject me
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to allow another thought and opinion to determin who I am
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge myself in comparison to business men
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to expect I have to become like those business men
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to compare myself to people in the system
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel inferior to people who are confident
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think about what others will think about me
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to expect ill never be fully confident
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to assume others don’t find me confident
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to expect ill be afraid
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to expect ill be shy
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to limit myself through my own expectations of myself
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to expect I wont stand a chance
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to connect “making a chance” to being able to reason business people out of their selfish role
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think I have to convince them
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to assume everything depends on them
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think they will always have the last say in things
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe they are the majority, but actually they are not
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to desire “being free” as in – being a kid playing in the fields
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to link freedom to playing in the field as a kid
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to link freedom to being a kid
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that as a kid I was already unfree
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that as a kid I was already programmed
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to link freedom to not having responsebilities

Self correction

I realize it is ok to have fun, build camps, play, even as an adult. When other adults make judgments about that, it is their problem.
When and as I see myself reacting towards others judgement – I stop, I breath – I let go of the reactions and direct myself to what is best for all in that situation. Sometimes, it may require to act more like “serious” adults, in order to bring about what is best for all and work the system. It will depend on the situation and I trust my own judgment in those circumstances to do what is best at that time and moment. And when I make a mistake, I correct it or ask for assistance.
When and as I see these thoughts come up, I stop and breath. I let the thoughts go and in no way try to reason with them because it only goes in circles and often compounds the emotions of anxiety. I am the self-directive principle of myself.
I realize Business men are not better, they are not superior, they are not the majority that will always control everything. They are like everyone else, programmed in their own way.
When and as I see myself having judgments about being an adult – I stop, I breathe. I stop judging myself as adult or not. It doesn’t mean I have to become like the people I see as a prototype of “adult”. I direct myself no matter what body. I stop judging the physical based on its age.
Within this I realize that I am the directive force and will not be directed by and energy such as annoyance.
when and as I see myself putting standards on myself I stop I breathe and stop putting all kinds of standards on myself on how I should be and according to that feel bad or good. I direct myself without comparing myself and placing expectations and thoughts within the future.
I can direct myself in every moment, to let go of my limitations and “strengthen” myself, without having to have all these crazy thoughts.
When and as I see myself think about the thoughts others have about me, I let go of the thoughts about others thoughts. I don’t follow them. It Is not important what another thinks about me and I don’t want to limit myself according to others expectations. This already has improved a lot. And I continue to do this and apply myself.

When and as I see myself putting standards on others, I stop and breathe, and do not allow myself to judge others. I do not allow assumptions towards others within me. I stop judging people as confident based on persona’s.

When and as I notice myself judging people based on their age, I stop and breath and let go of the judgements. I direct myself in self honesty in the moment.

When and as I notice I place standards on people, I breath and stop, and stop these standards, even when I think they are a better form of standard. I simply assess the situation in its entirety, and do whats best for all in that moment, as what I realize. If I notice that something was not best for all, afterwards, I correct myself.
I do realize the adult world currently is pretty screwed up, so is the children’s world and everyone’s world because we have 1 world we all create together. And I direct myself to sort it out.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge adults as not having a life.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge business people
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge business
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe all business people are the same
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to see business people as inferior to people who care
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think business people don’t care
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge people based on the way they are programmed
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize I am programmed in my own ways
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge myself for being programmed
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to allow others to repel me
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to allow myself to be repelled
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to allow myself to let my negative feelings direct me
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe your life is over when you’re an adults
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to resist going into a business
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe I will have to deal with business people
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear being discarded
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear being an old person and being discarded because of it
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear being seen as inferior
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel intimidated with business people
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge business people as superior to me
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge business people as superior to me based on their confidence
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to react in anger to seeing certain business procedures
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to reacting angry because I dislike business manipulation
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to allow my feelings to control me
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge old people as people that have their life drained from them
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge old people
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think old people are all the same
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to stereotype old people
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to allow my culture to influence my judgement
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to connect “youth” to something good
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to connect “youth” to a oyoung appearance
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge youth as better than old
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge a young appearance betternthan an old appearance
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to connect “having a life” to age
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think your life is over when you’re an adult
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to dislike getting old
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge old people as less
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge old people as less because society treats them as less
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be afraid of being treated as less
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to depend on how others see me
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to rely on others judgements about me
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that society has programmed an attitude within me that old = bad
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to accept the judgement of society and culture about old age
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to allow the media to control my mind
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want to conform to the medias image
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that age is different from culture to culture, and is shaped in my mind through my own culture
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to desire to be young forever
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be afraid of loosing youth
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge myself as the younger the better
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge wrinkles
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge appearance of older people
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be afraid to look like an older person
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to allow the beauty industry to control my mind
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to allow the commercials to control my mind
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to place judgements on my physical body
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to place judgements on others physical body
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to allow the programs in my mind to direct me
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think old people are waiting for their death
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to limit myself according to the age I am

Self correction

When and as I see myself going into thoughts and judgements about age – I stop, I breath, I realise that there is no need for me to participate within this pattern. Thus I do not participate.

I realize this is programmed within me through my culture in the media. That old = bad and you have to fight it, and reject it as long as possible. And that young = good. Because in some cultures old people are considered as very wise and kind of worshipped. In our society they are often discarded to retirement homes or seen as inferior to the younger ones. I realise that there is no need for me to participate within this pattern. Thus I stop, and breathe and do not participate.

Business people are people like me, and anyone else, programmed in their own way. They vary, and have different personalities and are not all the same. They don’t all mock people, or all are cruel. This is a stereotype I do not want to support. When and as I see myself participating within this pattern of Self, of stereotyping others, I stop and breath.

When and as  I see myself having judgments about my human body, I stop, I breath. I do not participate in  judging my human body and that of others,and the aging process. . It is only “bad” because we make it that way, and judge it extremely. I do not want to live like that and be a person that blindly accepts it. Thus I direct myself to not let these judgments direct what I think or speak or do.

I don’t allow myself to be a puppet of this brainwashing, and to judge myself according to the current view on age. I stop allowing myself to internalize those judgments and then start judging myself when and as I notice this coming up.

Together with that make sure that we can establish a world that does not create these thought patterns of better/worse, inferior/superior in society and the minds of everyone for the sake of profit.
I want to take responsibility for our creation and not blame and judge it. So when and as I notice the blame and judgement, I stop and breath, and direct myself to do what is best for all and in that situation.

When and as I see myself having judgements aboçut the way people look, I stop and I breath. Not judging people on the way they look when and as this comes up, wether they are young or old. Generalizations are inaccurate and harmful towards what is best for all, thus I simply stop participating in them. I realise that there is no need for me to participate within this pattern. Thus I stop, and breathe and do not participate.

 

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Day 9 – White Pride

Day 9 – White Pride

I am not a racist, not even a little bit. But I know several people who are, to some extent. I also see intolerance grow in our society, stigmatizing and generalizing on entire groups of people.

So this will be self forgiveness and self correction placing myself in the shoes of the racist.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to stigmatize entire groups of people, such as “muslism” or people with a middle eastern appearance. Because of the examples I see on the news of extremism, and think that  they are all like that.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself  to think all middle eastern people are the same, one group – not realizing they are as diverse as “white people” are. They have differences of religious views, they have different cultural habbits depending on where they live, different opinions, personalities. I realize that even within my own family or community are many differences, and “middle eastern” people have these differences as well.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge my own race, or culture, as superior – not realizing how our own culture is part of the destructive system on earth that does not do what is best for all, and helps in creating extremism through deprivation, a history of exploitation, and abuse. Where I do not realize how abuse, poverty, deprivation and exploitation, are in fact causes of extremism, and how we have contributed to this and even caused these situations in the past.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not have realized that stigmatization is done because I am afraid, and not see that it is not constructive and in fact not a solution to the problems in this world.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think all middle eastern people are extremists, which is in fact proven in statistics to not be true.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think that all middle eastern men beat their wives.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize how many white man beat their wives and treat them as inferior. Not seeing the culture I live in objectifies woman as sexual objects, and still often treats them as second class citizens. (there is much partner violence with white people, I worked some time for school at the police, and got to see the files. I was amazed on the amount of partner violence within my own community).

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to see white people as superior to middle eastern looking people, thinking that they have superior intellect, culture, moral etc… not realizing how “white people” and “middle eastern people”, are both programs of the culture, shaped by circumstances and situations.  In their place, I would have been them, shaped just like them.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that hate and blame is not the solution to the problems in this world that I fear, and that I actually contribute to the problems by stigmatizing. And that I haven’t learned a lesson from the past, for example hitler.

I forgive myself that I havent accepted and allowed myself  to realize that if I would be born in a middle eastern persons life, I would have been similar or just like them. And I would not want others to stigmatize me or put all blame on me.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think that all foreigners coming to my country are leeches who are here to kill us off, or convert us and take us over.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not have realized many refugees come here because they want a better life, a better future, escaping from situations of war and conflict, poverty and deprivation. And that in their place, I would have done the same.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge an entire group of people, based on the bad examples I see in the media. Not realizing that media is often politically colored, and gives me a certain image about the world or groups of people to shape my opinion. Not realizing that ‘the bad apples’ stick out, good people don’t. media is all about sensation. And that I stigmatize an entire group based on the bad apples I see.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not look at y own patterns of abuse, such as my frustrations, my anger, jealousy, fear, spite, egoism etc… and rather judge and blame others, even entire groups of people. Not realizing how I am also contributing to the problems in this system of inequality.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think that white people have better brains, while in fact this is not true, and intelligence is programmed and taught depending on where you grew up.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge people as inferior based on my believes about their brain capacity.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to desire to feel better than another human being, because I feel insecure and am afraid, and want to have something to defend and be part of, to feel better about myself and my life, as if I am fighting evil, and because it gives me an ego boost.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to realize that poverty and war creates crime.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to realize that our system contributes to poverty and war, the very system that I support.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be blind for the abuse within my own culture.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to form my opinions on other groups of people based on very limited information, not doing any proper research or consulting scientific statistics, not even looking at why it is created and what would be best to stop it. All I do is judge and blame, I don’t even care about a solution for them. I don’t even care about working on a solution. Because I take this stand because of my emotions, and they control me as a slave.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize how America has used the middle east for their own gains and profit, and how they have started wars because they thought the middle east possess nuclear weapons, which they themselves possess as well. And that they killed university professors for this, because they wanted to eradicate the minds of the middle east and bomb them to the stone age, so that they cannot form an equal powerful force as America.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to draw conclusions based on limited information, not realizing the manipulation because of world leaders, that may seem like an entire group of people is to blame, but actually they can be involved as well. And I forgive myself that I have not even considered this.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to let this system be run by power hungry people that do not do what is best for all.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want to kill muslims, thinking they are the cause of all problems in this world. Not realizing these problems have always existed, everywhere: Christians, muslims, dictatorships etc… that is is who we are, that has to change. Muslim, Christian, hate, extremism etc… are simply outflows of a situation that we have created.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to vote for someone just because I think they are cool, without doing any proper research and in actually see if what they stand for is best.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think I know it all, but in fact I know very very little.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think I know it all, even without doing any research. Thinking, in my ego, that I know it all, while others have to do extensive research to lay out certain patterns. But that I as superior, am always right and know it anyway.

When and as I notice judgments come up when I see a middle eastern person, I stop and breath, and realize that these judgments come up because of what we have heard and seen about them. It does not mean I should follow these judgments and make them my own. People forget that they have a choice in this, and when you simply act on your programming or thoughts, you are in fact not choosing, you are following. Even when these thoughts come up, you do not require to give them power. Use common sense, see what is best for all.

I commit myself to stand for a world that is best for all, where all people can live together within being deprived or living in conflict and war which leads to situations of crime and inequality.

When and as I notice I stigmatize other groups of people; I stop and do not follow these thoughts. I realize they are as diverse as others, and that a group of identical individuals do not exist. “the muslim”, “the middle easterner” etc… do not exist. There are a lot of varieties. I realize that I stigmatize because of my fears and ego, and that this is not solution and not best for all.

I commit myself to stand for a solution for all people, as equals, so that no one has to grow up in a culture that puts profit or religion on top. So that all people have an equal starting point in this life, and are given equal opportunities, and do not have to grow up in fear or anger. I realize how our childhood and culture shapes us, and that currently, it shapes us to become abusers and inconsiderate. We let the media run wild, not realizing the devastating effects it has on less or non-educated people, who swallow whatever the media tells them.

I commite myself to stand for a world that provides people with tools for self-insight, self-teaching, self-honesty, to be able to never again allow ourselves  to go into patterns of blame and hate, repeated through the past which always led to war and abuse. To stand for a world where people are brought up with care, and true intelligence, as life intelligence, placing ourselves in the shoes of another and seeing what has to be done to stop a situation.

Bad people are created, not born. Always ask yourself why a situation got there in the first place.
Do not allow the shallow judgments to control you. Having an unsupported opinion is abusive and extremely limiting. Educate yourself, use common sense.

httpv://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ck96h97y9Vs

For illustrative purpose, a quote from an Islamic person:

“islam gives the women more rights than a man, if a husband misstreat his wife, if he torture her, if he even just go to bed and she is …sad because of him, the doors to heaven are closed for him, that’s how many rights the wife in my religion has, she can say no to her husband, and he has no right to act against her will, if he ask her to do something that she doesn’t agree with, she has full right to say no, she has full right to agree if she want to marry him or divorce him, and she has the right to take her own responsibilities, and it is the same thing for the husband, they both have to take care of each other, and they both have equal right, young girls are not made to marry older guys, and as far as i know it is not in any religion, but if she says yes, and it’s her free will, then you are the monster who gonna stop her”

For discussion visit: http://forum.desteni.org/viewtopic.php?f=40&t=1329&p=6901&hilit=racism#p6901

 
 

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