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Day 36 – Porn

01 Jul
Day 36 – Porn

A boy of 12 who raped a nine-year-old girl after watching hard-core pornography online was spared jail yesterday as his lawyer warned of a generation of children growing up with a ‘skewed view’ on sex.

The schoolboy, who is now 14, told police he had raped the little girl because he wanted to ‘feel grown up’ after watching porn online.

In a disturbing case that has raised fresh concerns about the sexualisation of children, the teenager had unrestricted access to the web and was able to freely look at sexually explicit material.

Read more: http://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article-2152733/Schoolboy-12-raped-girl-watching-hardcore-internet-porn.html#ixzz1zOBd5Ycy

Self forgiveness for those addicted to porn

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed a world where children are shown images which are abusive / promote self-judgement or judgement of others / create desires into them / manipulate them and program them to be consumers. Where we do not take responsibility for what we create, and the impact we have on the children who are our future.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to place my sexual fantasies and desires above the common good

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed to be a slave of my sexual desires

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed to watch violent porn in order to get aroused

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to get aroused by violent porn, instead of standing up, and direct myself to not allow any abusive inside of me, and deciding that NO, I will not watch it. Being the strenght, and standing up for what is best for all

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed to not realize that I am able to say no, and to NOT do something that I desire but which is abusive.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to base reality on what I desire in my mind, reflecting this even on my family and on my wife. Wanting her to be as the girls I see in the movies. Not valuing her as a human being, but seeing her as an object of lust.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be a slave of my programmed desires

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed to place my self intrest above the common good

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed a world where children can have access to explicit porn material, which will shape their mind and influence them in negative ways

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed to not be a good example for the children of this world, not realizing how children copy what they see

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be selfish

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not give myself the opportunity to let go of my porn addiction, and to see this through even when it takes effort and time to stop the addiction.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed a world where profit is made from sex

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to spend money on the porn industry which is tremendously abusive, not only towards the children, but also many woman involved who are often forced.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed where explicit sexual material is produced and bought by consumers, in order to sell and to make profit, where people are stimulated to get aroused by such material and desire it more and more

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed a system of demand and supply to be in control, when it is a system that is abusive, and does not do what is best for the common good at all, because the people who demand do not stand for what is best for all, neither do the producers. Therefor we must first stand as responsible beings in this world, because else we will continue to do things which are not good for ourselves nor for others.

I commit myself to stand for a world that is best for all, to our best ability.
When and as I notice the urge to watch porn come up, I stop and breath and realize I do not need it. I am my own self-direction. I let the thoughts go and do not follow them.

I commit myself to not support the porn industry in this world, because it is highly abusive.

 
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